Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Show Up


There are times when the happenings of life
tempt us to want to 
fade away
check out
just not care
apathy
fatigue
hopelessness
feeling overwhelmed
like effort is in vain
Just wanting to check-out
and when I say, "check-out"
I am not talking suicide
I mean resorting to just existing
existing
floating
just being
DRAINED
Sapped of energy or motivation
Apathetic
checking out mentally and emotionally
because of the multitude of waves
because of the time it's taking
because of the constant winds
because of low visibility
because of clothes drenched from rain...

But I dare you
I challenge you
I beg you
DON'T  GIVE  UP
Go to bed
and get up again
SLEEP
and then rise again
plan again
REST
and then dream again
NAP
and then go again
PAUSE
and then press play again
SHOW UP
Show up in your own life
and KEEP SHOWING UP
Your life
needs you 
You need you
The world needs you
the fulfillment of your purpose requires you
to keep SHOWING UP



Thursday, June 4, 2015

Celebrating a Piece of Me...


Granddaddy, this post is for you.
I've had moments when my eyes leaked
Gravity of emotions
Caused tears to drop
Yet I know that I have not yet fully wept 
Or fully realized
The absence of your physical presence
But maybe all the moments of sputtered cries
Will add up to a full release

Mind racing
Time flying in slow motion
Surreal
Leaks have been my main release
Mind not wanting to be still enough to fully acknowledge and assess any loss
Yet I pause tonight
To be still enough to say
I miss you
I LOVE YOU
I am grateful for your presence in my life
Your life on earth has not been in vain
You've left a legacy of "FAMILY"
And many fond memories
Pop-sickles
Peppermint Patties
Golf Balls
Jazz
Sunday School Dates
Hugs and Kisses
The Bulls on TV
Two-Stepping
Love








Tuesday, June 2, 2015

God Has Smiled On Me



The song on my heart and 
the song that has been replayed over and over during the creation of this piece:

"God Has Smiled on Me"

rendition by Jessica Reedy

Click below to listen.